Tuesday, January 10, 2012

Am i a old soul im 18 years old ?

i have this sense of spirituality, i tend too attract and lead some people especially in high school. Since i was about 8 i started to have dreams some times so bad i would of course end up in my parents room and some time just vision of somethings that would later just happen in real life these i still have to this day. when i was 11 i don't know if i saw a alien or what ever it was but it was dark about 8 o'clock outside it was just this green glowing entity on occasion i would see a ghost or a angelic spirit that stopped when i was about 13. i tend to have a sense of knowing to this day, in school every subject came so easily i began to give little effort and still get high grades. at first i was a loner about 4th grade when i really started to understand my thoughts and realizing the social structure i observed my peers reactions and feel of what people/kids wanted to hear so i quickly became very popular, i realize this really relived a lot of stress that i could of experienced other wise just giving some though of how people think in today's social structure i can easily make any one like me with no effort again. and again to this day i have a very weird connection with any animals and always listen to me through though once i was walking through the desert to get home from school and i saw a big pitbull heading towards me as it got closer to me it seemed very happy and excited to run in to me and even fallowed me home and once again listened very well. i dont look very much like my parents and im much taller then them im 6'2 facial features are very 'exotic" i noticed i attract many women witch is great and alot of older women like 25-35. this is all great but it seems pointless if i cant share it or connect with just one person with the understanding i have, i have never met one person that i couldn't read like a book and know there intentions its as if this is a game and i have the cheat codes... i truthfully want to know please is any one out there.

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